According to this report, upon the FBI searching the Mandalay Bay Hotel room used by CIA gun runner Stephen Paddock, a cell phone charger was discovered that had no accompanying phone—with SVR technology experts noting that this type of charger is used to charge a CP502520 3.0V 600mAh Li-MnO2 Non-rechargeable Thin Cell Battery used in various communication devices by both US Special Forces and CIA forces.
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Sun Oct 08, 2017 11:21 am
Dondep
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Re: Welcome to the The Golden Thread, Volume 7.1 2017/2018
Tiger, I don't think they could ever exert enough humility to be allow themselves to 'do the right thing' anymore. It's just too big, too much of a burden, they'll go down with the planet. When I say "it'll take a pole-shift", I meant that it would take that kind of shock to their solar plexus before they could do it according to some form of 'morality' they'll take a final stand for.
Speaking of which; I'm getting the impression from the latest "anonymous" on 4chan - the new GLP - that Trump may be about to make the long-awaited announcement about Nibiru and the expected effects, which is what would likely trigger a more overt form of martial law. Here I speculate about the latest crisis in an email to a fellow truthseeker here on the GT, and see what's the considered opinion of the other members who read this:
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I call it that not because of Patsy Stephen, but because unlike the Tower Sacrifice (of 9/11), this took place in a "paddock", or "small field or enclosure, usually for horses [or horse-lovers, such as Country&Western fans are known to be]".
It's quickly becoming evident that the patsy was already dead by the time the massacre began. It's also glaringly evident that there were indeed more shooters involved (the raw cellphone footage in which a security guard crouches into a defensive stance is one of the best; you can hear one rat-a-tat-tat fairly close by, and another that's slightly muffled, from afar, and no it's not mere 'echo').
I submit something you probably haven't heard yet; no-one seems to have mentioned the 800-ton gorillar-pillars standing like Boaz and Joachim behind the stage, the long-defunct pillars for what was to be the Skyvue Big Wheel of London, Vegas stabbing from the desert floor directly across from the Mandalay, and directly behind the stage. I think at least one of the shooters was stationed atop at least one of those pillars. It seems to have deluded everyone else in the country, at least in the MSM AND YouTube, to avoid even mentioning them. Why? Even to set them up to be dismissed?
I think that the forces attempting to stoke open civil war (which would justify immediate martial law) turned their attention to the OTHER side of the aisle, as the constant attempts to pay unemployed baristas and Clueless students weren't having the desired effect.....thus, the postponement of the proposed first attack on the "Life Is Beautiful" concert in Aug in Vegas, in favor of murdering the 'other' side - supposed Trump supporters that most C&W fans are probably accused of being. Antifa lit was planted on Paddock in order to feed Alex Jones and the "alt-right" the lie that this was an Antifa attack on Trump.
What I DO believe it was, was - as the supposedly debunked 'Sorcha Faal' source suggests - an attack by the anti-Trump CIA on pro-Trump pro-Republic forces that had taken down their top guy (supposedly that Russian gangster). Where the mini-nukes/dirty nukes fit in I'm not sure, other than we probably averted a far greater catastrophe had 'Ethel' & 'Lucy' been utilized to terrorize the public in no uncertain terms.
I think that's what's planned to happen, sooner or later. Trump has to make the announcement, but by doing so he's inviting/tempting the nuclear option. Damned if he does and damned if he doesn't. I've thought it through and it's the one option that unfortunately fits too smoothly......it explains the two sides, and what they're truly formed around.
What do you think? What's your favored paradigm?
Consider the audio recordings from the police scanner. I think the first officer to call in was the disinfo agent, the others following the legitimate ones. Notice how emphatic he seems in saying the shots were coming from the Mandalay Bay; following officers seemed less hysterical, claimed "multiple shooters" - because there WERE multiple shooters. But in going back over the records to re-create the crime and the crime scene, we'll find that THAT is the moment when it was set into the narrative, from where the MSM retrieved it and amplified it until it was set in stone. I'll bet you'll find that THAT call likely came just after the first shots were set to begin, or if they're sloppy, a little before. But in order to get 'first out of the gate' to set the narrative, they'd have to call in just as SOON as possible following the actual event.
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Mon Oct 09, 2017 3:07 am
mountaintiger7
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Re: Welcome to the The Golden Thread, Volume 7.1 2017/2018
Dondep wrote:
... "it'll take a pole-shift", I meant that it would take that kind of shock to their solar plexus before they could do it according to some form of 'morality' they'll take a final stand for.
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(paraphrased) Greatest mission of all .. For my world (of peace) to live yours must die (greed/petro-dollar/lies/pedophile/blackmail/politics as usual/lobbyist/hording of free energy technology/...) .. Q.. the self-proclaimed creator of the T.., who brainwashes O.. and renames him Nemesis Prime.
Still an optimist, united we stand
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Mon Oct 09, 2017 7:09 am
Lynnwood
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Re: Welcome to the The Golden Thread, Volume 7.1 2017/2018
I agree 100% -- we somehow averted a much bigger scenario. I spent the 3-4 days following the attack downloading videos and photos, some that have since disappeared, no surprise. Some huge gaping holes in MSM reporting.
1) I have saved several first-hand reports of shootings at several other casinos, concurrent with the Route 91 Harvest event. These casinos went on lockdown, no one allowed in or out. Video proof of this, and one death reported that I can find so far.
2) I have video of something moving ABOVE the stage, during the shooting.
3) I have never seen or heard of an event like this where there are. No EMTs present checking those "down" to see if they might be alive. Makes me wonder if those crisis actors were paid to lay there all night.
4) The photos of Paddock's room do not show nearly enough casings for all that rat-a-tat-tat automatic weapon fire we heard.
5) The changing story. First we hear about the charger, then now, they say the charger matched a phone found in the room. Nothing to see here keep moving...
6) Reports of Paddock's car being gone (seen via camera) and someone using his keycard to the room.
7) Report of Paddock's body having the start of rigor.
8) I have video showing muzzlefire from the middle of the hotel, and another at about the 4th floor.
9) Video is on Youtube showing a pair of men, one dressed as LVMPD, the other as security, coming into the field, pulling out a small automatic weapon, shooting into the crowd, we see muzzle light up the crowd as they are sprayed with bullets, people dropping, then they casually stand up and walking away.
10) We have reports of people who made it to the parking lot of the concert only to be confronted with a shooter spraying more weapon fire into people trying to get to their cars and away.
11) It is plain as the 5 fingers on both my hands that there is audio of several weapons being fired at the same time. This has been confirmed by Navy Seal commentators. This is still accounting for echos.
12) Why did it take 75 minutes for the quickly put together SWAT to breach Paddock's room?
13) The same crisis actors being interviewed ad nausea yet first hand accounts go unreported. Many said they SAW SHOOTERS ON THE GROUND, IN THE CROWD.
14) I've got more but I have to run, I'll get back to this later.
--Why turn the light ONTO the crowd when the shooter is shooting, and OFF when it's time to assess victims??
--And as the hero walking around trying to help victims says -- WHERE ARE THE EMTs??
In my rush to save videos, I totally missed DD's exposing the mini-nuke angle. I want to add here, I lived in LV for 6 years. Nevada is a surveillance state. It was once said on the news there that when the average person leaves their home and goes to work, they have been captured on appx 350 camera by just driving to work across town. IT IS IMPOSSIBLE that Las Vegas cameras did not catch the truth. Inside Nevada, we get to Clark County. Each casino is a MINI POLICE STATE. Youcan't scratch your nose without security knowing.
The people that know the truth are:
1) Coroners. They will find people shot at point blank range, and a caliber not Paddocks.
2) Police, Supervisors. The men on the ground are scratching their heads, but the supervisors have been told the narrative to stick to, and I have seen their story change.
3) People in the crowd know shooters were on the ground. That's why we are not seeing them interviewed. Only the same people over and over. You'd think there would be hundreds of people willing to tell their story...
Mon Oct 09, 2017 12:37 pm
mountaintiger7
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The great unraveling
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Chief M.D. of Vegas hospital’s emergency department says ‘mass casualty incident disaster drill’ was initiated after massacre took place
MI5 to post a cryptic 16 September video to their Anaconda Malt Liquor 6 channel on YouTube warning that Las Vegas would soon be attacked by a CIA “false flag” operation.
The revision to the story also undermines the story surrounding the end of the shooting: officials had previously credited Campos, who was shot in the leg, with stopping the 10-minute assault . .. Vegas Massacre Story Changes: Gunman Shot Security Guard Before Opening Fire On Crowd
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Tue Oct 10, 2017 8:49 am
Dex
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Re: Welcome to the The Golden Thread, Volume 7.1 2017/2018
(NEW YORK) - Project Veritas has released a video of the New York Times video gatekeeper Nicholas Dudich, who was caught on hidden-camera boasting of his lack of journalistic ethics. Dudich, who serves as Audience Strategy Editor, displays a lack of integrity throughout the video, manages videos which go "on Facebook, YouTube, Instagram" for the Times.
(And now they call truth revelations a conspiracy...Pretty clever guys...We're learning...)
It's currently unclear why Murren chose to sell when he did. To date, MGM's stock has not experienced a significant decline in value due to the repurchasing program. It could be interpreted to run against the company's interests for the CEO to convey a sense of urgency in the selling of his shares by disposing of them immediately after the commencement of his company's share repurchase program. It's also strange that the CEO of a company would sell more than half of their stake (let alone 80%) in the company that they represented.
Good point, Dex. I think that's EXACTLY when the rot set in. For anyone in govt to have allowed such a concept to make it into an official memorandum or ANY document, and to have seriously considered it, shows the level of moral bankruptcy that had taken over from the ideals of the American republic. I don't care if Thomas Jefferson had affairs with his slaves, or whether Ben Franklin had daily dalliances with the ladies of cultured Europe (or even their less-cultured working-class 'ho sisters), or whether JFK's many mistresses included one from East Germany, they had NOTHING to do with plotting the unwarranted murder of innocents, simply because some elitists lost some real-estate they weren't legitimately entitled to anyway. Once Operation Northwoods was printed on paper, it was official: the United States of America Corp. became the fascist Fourth Reich, and the American govt was officially hijacked.
The fact the CEO divested himself of 80% of his stock in his own company, and Soros made tens of millions of dollars (I heard $42M but $73M wouldn't surprise me), is total confirmation to me that the massacre was pre-told and planned. How these people sleep at night continues to elude me; I couldn't sleep after getting away with tens of thousands in currency from that first bank, and was only able to be at peace with myself after returning to face the music. That they can order the murder of so many, in order to conduct some ritualistic 'sacrifice', is stunning beyond belief.
I continue to maintain the primary shooting position was atop Boaz & Joachin, the two concrete Masonic pillars directly behind the stage and accessible through doorways in the base. The first officer to call it in set the narrative, and co-conspirators set strobe lights to the 'On' position in the Mandalay Bay....perhaps to bamboozle the public by showing some in the 4th floor windows, some in the 19th floor windows, some in the 32nd floor windows.
Sorry recall, I simply can't buy the latest ZT about it. Since they're primarily interested in bamboozling the elite, they may be addressing them over our heads with their latest explanation, which seems intent on reinforcing the MSM narrative. However, it seems that the statement released by the LVPD yesterday, indicating they're "reassessing" whether Paddock acted alone and are trying to distance themselves from that narrative, may have the effect of discombobulating the zetas....or at least Nancy. The evidence for more than one shooter is now irrefutable. How will they explain that? When terrestrial sources are showing the proof?
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Wed Oct 11, 2017 10:58 am
mountaintiger7
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is it truth?, is it really truth?
Don,
How do you feel aboud this, another rock star binging disclosure?
sned site is also part of this as in
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SSep 22, 2017 at 7:34am Tom Delonge in DC yesterday with the caption: "This is what I look like when I just had a marathon meeting that also made my heart race really f-ing fast...."
Better be a fundamental shattering of status quo. We have to have a global reset of perceptions. Humanity is delude so far even people that are highly intelligent and educated believe the main stream lies! I deal with highly intelligent and educate electrical/software/physics/engineers, who are so deluded they would rather believe the 911 lies, rather than the fact of physics or the logics of the engineering that caused the 911 event.
Peace,
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PS: in tradition of sned
Please note for the humor impaired, this is in reference to the house of deceptions 726
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Re: Welcome to the The Golden Thread, Volume 7.1 2017/2018
Oh Man I just had 5 teeth out today on the right hand side they are SO SORE! dentist stabbed in the needle front and back! it was horrible!
In a fortnights time it will happen again holy crap this is painful!
I'm so tired!
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Wed Oct 11, 2017 6:47 pm
Kisa
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Re: Welcome to the The Golden Thread, Volume 7.1 2017/2018
Vegas Shooting Black OPS Area 51 storefront Majestic thugs Groomed in Casino Surveillance. Multiple shooters blackhelicopters Elite protectors of innocents Subversive extraconstitutional agenda. Mum is their word...
Thu Oct 12, 2017 6:23 am
simple simon
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Re: Welcome to the The Golden Thread, Volume 7.1 2017/2018
Fr33k, I send healing thoughts.
On the topic of Vegas...
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Workers at the Route 91 festival during which Stephen Paddock unleashed his massacre have reportedly been given back their phones and laptops by the FBI only to discover that all messages and videos from the night of the attack have been wiped clean.
On the topic of UFO's, I wonder when Delonge will have his funeral. Or maybe not, since he has been fed info by insiders...
Dr Richard Boylan will be in the radio tonight (Thursday 12th October 2017) discussing a forthcoming UFO 'show-up' over the following cities: Los Angeles, Minneapolis, Nashville, Monterrey (Nuevo Leon State, Mexico), and London (UK).
The text below comes from a message of his which someone I know received.
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Dr. Richard Boylan will be interviewed tonight on radio (via Internet) on California MUFON Radio (the Lorien Fenton program).
He will be discussing the upcoming mass display of large spaceships simultaneously over five major cities*, thus ending the UFO Cover-Up! Ms. Fenton will also question him about other extraterrestrial and UFO matters.
Scroll down the page to the program box titled "California MUFON Radio, 11 pm - 12- am [EDT]". (On the West Coast the show starts at 8:00 pm, 'til 10 pm.)
Click on the California MUFON Radio box and adjust your computer's speaker volume as necessary.
If, and its a big if, it happens and I actually see anything then you'll hear from me If my camcorder also sees something then it will be online too!!
For the benefit of anyone who has not heard this before, through a psychic lady named Wendi Powers Dr Boylan is in contact with some Zeta Reticulans. It seems that he may actually be one of them who incarnated in to a human body! Oh and they told him that he is a Counsellor for Earth... this part I suspect could be an ego boost; however I suppose that I could be wrong but if this is true then why I have never seen any third party confirmation?
In circa 2002 / 2003 there was a thread about the rearing of human / Zetan hybrid babies on a UFO themed Yahoo Groups chat forum that Dr Boylan 'owned'. I recall posting a message on that thread, but not exactly what I said. Anyway, a few nights later I had a 3am visit from a white faced owl basically telling me to keep my nose out of things where I'm not involved / not wanted. I do not recall being threatened or anything like that, rather its just that my involvement was 'unwelcome'.
So, was I visited? Was it humans pretending to be Zetans? I dont know, but it did suggest to me that maybe they are real, they even read messages on that yahoo group and Dr Boylan really could be in contact with people from other places.
Something else which needs to be known is that as I understand things Richard Boylan is a naturist who at times has attracted much negative attention for crossing the line in respect of when its acceptable to be unclothed... eg: for requesting that other people who would prefer to remain clothed (at a minimum wearing a swim suit) should strip naked and join him in a hot tub. I suspect that his enemies have used his naturism as a basis to make allegations of other (far more serious) inappropriate actions against him. I have no information about these other allegations but I do know that when mud is thrown at something then even after the mud has been removed a dirty stain remains.
Simon
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Re: Welcome to the The Golden Thread, Volume 7.1 2017/2018
My mouth is still very sore even today and what's worse a stitch came loose and undid itself, I'll have to go back to the dentists hopefully tomorrow or monday and get something done about it still VERY VERY SORE!
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Fri Oct 13, 2017 12:32 am
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Re: Welcome to the The Golden Thread, Volume 7.1 2017/2018
Wow fr33k - not cool man.
Wishing you healing and relief from that pain. If possible - visualise yourself doing something cool, like fishing on a beach, smells and all.
We will pray for this to be so my friend.
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Fri Oct 13, 2017 8:23 am
Dex
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Re: Welcome to the The Golden Thread, Volume 7.1 2017/2018
You should never have any aches pain 00:12 symptoms of any kind because the human 00:17 body is a miraculous machine that has 00:20 been created to heal itself and take 00:24 care of itself if we don't interfere if 00:28 the human mind is powerful enough to 00:30 make yourself sick it's also powerful 00:33 enough to heal you we just got to find 00:37 out why did you do this to yourself 00:41 but I have seen human bodies be put back 00:44 together 00:45 totally and I've seen where they were 00:48 going to have surgery and they wouldn't 00:49 have to have surgery there's no pain 00:53 associated with anything they do it's 00:55 all done with energy the white light 00:57 energy like electrical currents this is 01:02 where I get my my happiness and 01:04 satisfaction I'm teaching this 01:07 discovering it and teaching it and 01:10 wanting the world to know how powerful 01:13 your mind is some of the varied 01:17 backgrounds of the people that we have 01:19 seen in the level one classes include 01:21 hypnotists energy workers nurses doctors 01:26 massage therapists stay-at-home mothers 01:30 CFOs of companies and engineers just to 01:34 name a few we're looking for individuals 01:36 with a passion factor who want to help 01:39 people 01:40 if this resonates with you to join our 01:43 global family of practitioners please 01:46 feel free to visit the website and hope 01:49 to see you soon at the next class 01:51 [Music] 02:13 I'm gonna begin today by telling you 02:15 very briefly how I ended up in Iraq and 02:18 what I did there and then I'll walk you 02:21 through my near-death experience and in 02:23 my book I went into a lot of detail that 02:25 there's just really not time for here so 02:28 I've I picked out a few highlights that 02:30 I'll kind of go into and I'll wrap up 02:33 talking a little bit about the aftermath 02:35 of being blown up and how my NDE 02:39 informed and affected my healing and 02:42 Rehab and I'll talk a little bit about 02:45 how I think what I experienced can be 02:48 useful in our everyday lives 02:51 I'm already shaking remember to breathe 02:54 and there should be time at the end for 02:58 questions so if you if questions come up 03:01 keep them in mind so in 2005 I was 03:07 working as an archaeologist for the 03:09 Bureau of Land Management and the Corps 03:12 of Engineers put out a call to all 03:14 federal agencies asking for volunteers 03:16 to come and help work on cleaning up 03:20 Hurricane Katrina damage I volunteered 03:24 for that effort and I spend it about 03:25 two-and-a-half months in Mississippi and 03:28 Louisiana and then about in during the 03:34 course of that I got to know a lot of 03:35 Corps of Engineers people and people 03:37 from other federal agencies and about 03:40 three months after I got back from 03:42 Louisiana one of these friends called me 03:46 and she said we've got jobs in Iraq with 03:50 the Corps of Engineers if you want to go 03:51 you want to go I said okay hung up the 03:54 phone to it what did I just do but I 03:59 really only hesitated for a second 04:02 because it just sounded fascinating to 04:04 me 04:05 so I deployed to Iraq in August of 2006 04:11 I was a government service employee of 04:14 the Corps of Engineers and I was 04:16 managing construction contracts I was 04:18 handling contracts worth millions and 04:22 millions of dollars 04:24 we did everything from water treatment 04:26 plants medical facilities roads to 04:30 electrical substations all kinds of 04:32 projects on November 24th about a year 04:38 and a half after I arrived in Iraq for 04:41 colleagues and I were traveling outside 04:44 the wire visiting some of these 04:45 construction sites we had been to for 04:48 water treatment plants and a road and we 04:51 were on our way back to base when the 04:54 vehicle that I was traveling in was hit 04:57 with the roadside bomb we when we 04:59 traveled off base we traveled in convoys 05:02 armed convoys so in this case because 05:05 there were four of us Corps of Engineers 05:08 people we were in a four vehicle convoy 05:10 we had a front vehicle the lead vehicle 05:13 that had two guards in it the second 05:16 truck had my to cup two of my other 05:18 colleagues in it with two guards my 05:20 truck I was in it with a colleague of 05:24 mine and two guards and then we had a 05:25 gun truck with three men and because 05:28 this province had already been turned 05:31 over to Iraqi governance we also had an 05:34 Iraqi police escort so we had quite a 05:38 few people on the road so when the bomb 05:42 went off under the vehicle or maybe just 05:46 before that that bomb detonated I left 05:49 my body it was an instantaneous shift 05:53 that I call blinking it was that quick I 05:56 was in the truck head on hand kind of 05:59 half asleep and then I was not what I 06:02 found myself I was standing on a state 06:05 of sort of stage and all around me were 06:07 arrayed thousands of beings and they 06:11 appeared to me these beings appear to me 06:13 to be made of white light they were 06:15 wearing long dark robes they looked like 06:18 human forms and I looked like myself I 06:23 was in a human form I appeared to be a 06:27 sort of shimmery native light I was but 06:30 I was in my fatigues bloody ripped up 06:33 fatigues although 06:35 was not injured I knew exactly where I 06:40 was and I knew exactly what I was doing 06:43 there was absolutely no hesitation there 06:46 was no confusion or displacement I knew 06:49 exactly what I was in it I knew exactly 06:51 what I was doing and what I was doing 06:53 was downloading information to these 06:56 thousands of beings and I was this it 07:02 was like making dense packets of 07:04 information available to these beings I 07:08 I used my attention and intention and 07:12 this was I mean I didn't think about 07:13 what I was doing this is sort of 07:15 unpacking it from later on but I would 07:20 put my attention on this information and 07:22 then with my intention make it available 07:25 to these thousands of beings the 07:29 information that I was downloading it 07:31 was enormous and it was very dense it 07:35 could be described as broadly cultural 07:37 and that I call it cultural in the sense 07:41 that it went from everything every layer 07:45 from interpersonal interactions all the 07:47 way up to having to do with broad energy 07:51 flows that shape and create cultures not 07:56 only here in the physical world but 07:58 across time and space into other 08:01 non-physical realities as well 08:07 when I was finished downloading this 08:10 information I communicated to these 08:13 beings that I was done I was tired I 08:16 didn't have any interest in going back 08:19 into my physical body I was I wasn't 08:22 interested in the physical world at all 08:25 and this decision was accepted it was an 08:30 assumption it was known that this 08:32 decision was entirely mine and that 08:35 whatever that decision was it would be 08:38 respected 08:39 these beings and I existed in a state of 08:42 mutual respect personal responsibility 08:46 and cooperative creation they accepted 08:51 my decision 08:53 however they communicated to me that 08:56 they would appreciate it if I would 08:58 return to my body they conveyed to me 09:02 that my particular skills with energy 09:04 would be useful at this time in the 09:07 physical world and they made a few 09:10 suggestions of ways that I could put 09:12 those skills to use and these 09:16 suggestions and explorations were things 09:19 that I had not thought of before so they 09:22 really interest in returning to the 09:24 physical world so not unlike when that 09:29 friend called me up and said hey you 09:30 want to go to Iraq and I said ok these 09:33 guys said hey you want to go back and do 09:35 this and I said ok so I guess leapin 09:41 before looking is it just a trade of my 09:43 physical world personality and as soon 09:48 as I agree to these suggestions I 09:50 blinked to another place that I call the 09:54 depressed environment and before I 09:59 described that depressed environment I'm 10:02 gonna pause here to try to describe some 10:05 of the qualities and perspectives that 10:09 were that were present in all the 10:13 environments that I experienced 10:18 others who have had NDEs 10:21 talked about the incredible 10:23 indescribable unconditional love that 10:26 they existed within when they were out 10:28 of their bodies and I experienced the 10:32 same thing but for me the word the the 10:35 phrase unconditional love it doesn't 10:37 work very well for me for one thing 10:39 unconditional is a condition and I'm 10:43 very literally and aside from that the 10:48 word love in the English language is 10:51 pretty sloppy you know we love 10:53 everything from french fries to our 10:55 mothers so I'm gonna try to describe 10:59 this feeling using different words in 11:02 [Applause] 11:04 this non physical state of being there's 11:08 a profound sense of belonging everything 11:12 about everyone that exists is not only 11:16 accepted but admired respected 11:20 recognized and celebrated there's a 11:24 cooperative Co passion for being that 11:29 permeates everything that I experienced 11:32 everything there is effortless it is 11:35 just so easy 11:37 it's blissful and it's filled with a joy 11:41 that is so fundamental it's only really 11:44 remarkable from outside of that state of 11:47 being so imagine that everything you 11:52 have ever thought imagined experienced 11:55 dreamed or created was recognized to be 11:59 valuable to you yourself and to everyone 12:04 else to all that exists 12:08 imagine that no matter what you do or 12:12 how you express yourself you belong and 12:16 are valued this is true what was known 12:21 to me what was so basic has to be 12:23 assumed was just that that we are each 12:27 intrinsically valuable and everything we 12:30 experience matters not just to ourselves 12:34 but to each other and to and to all that 12:37 is I use the phrase all that is instead 12:41 of God source universe whatever a lot of 12:45 those words have just personal 12:47 connotations that limit limit my ideas 12:53 and so when I say all that is it 12:56 includes all that is so that if that's 13:00 the term that I'll be using my 13:05 experience is that we're always within 13:07 and expressions of all that is which is 13:12 a beautiful force of infinitely curious 13:15 and creative energy and awareness how 13:21 can we be anything but perfect we are 13:23 all that is just as much as it is us we 13:28 are created by it it creates us we 13:32 participate in it it participates in us 13:35 we extend it and it extends us we are 13:41 each individual expressions of the 13:43 single infinite awareness we are one and 13:46 we are each perfect exactly as we are 13:52 we're so used to thinking in terms of 13:55 hierarchies the healer is more important 13:58 than the addict the teacher is more 14:00 important than the arms-dealer these 14:03 hierarchies of value are not real I 14:06 don't care how dull are weird or messed 14:09 up we think our lives here are here in 14:12 the physical world I can assure you that 14:14 all of us are having a valuable 14:16 experience and I don't care how special 14:19 we think we are we we are each uniquely 14:23 special every single one of us our 14:28 experience extends and enhances 14:30 everything that exists we are each 14:33 infinitely creative beings having an 14:36 amazing experience just by being here 14:40 from the perspective out-of-body it was 14:43 understood that it takes some skill to 14:45 even exist in the physical body in the 14:48 physical world it takes a skill of focus 14:52 to maintain consciousness within a 14:55 physical body and then to participate in 14:58 a collective cooperative creative 15:01 experience of being in this physical 15:03 world so we're all amazing we're all jet 15:08 pilots flying 50 feet off the deck 15:11 upside down 15:12 we are very cool just by showing up here 15:17 just by showing up 15:22 so you can keep some of those things in 15:24 mind as I move into the deep rest 15:26 environment this deep rest environment 15:30 feels like a very private and spacious 15:32 place it's almost as if I fold so far 15:36 into myself that I disappear and I 15:40 become pure consciousness and private as 15:45 this is when I when I first go to this 15:48 environment the space I'm there are two 15:52 other beings with me and they're kind of 15:55 tuning up or tinkering with my 15:58 consciousness I didn't perceive myself 16:01 as having a form in this environment I 16:04 felt as if I were just an organization 16:07 of energy or an organization of 16:09 consciousness and they were tuning up 16:11 that organization so they were doing 16:17 their thing and I was doing mine and my 16:20 thing at first was just going into a 16:22 deep deep state of relaxation and 16:25 rejuvenation and when I was finished 16:28 with that I did what might be called a 16:32 life review but for me it was more like 16:35 a casual wander through memories I 16:39 wasn't just revisiting snapshots or just 16:43 kind of paging through those memories 16:45 but though when I'd view an event or an 16:48 experience I could also see and be every 16:54 effect that an action or thought had and 16:57 not just in terms of the immediate 17:00 people that I was interacting with but I 17:03 saw our experienced and events effect 17:06 extending throughout the physical world 17:08 and beyond into other non-physical 17:11 dimensions or realities 17:14 [Applause] 17:15 [Music] 17:17 and during this wander down memory lane 17:20 I had no interesting consequences in 17:23 terms of sin or karma or any any of 17:26 those kinds of ideas I paid no attention 17:29 to whether I'd been good or evil kinda 17:31 mean smart or stupid 17:34 there wasn't any judgment like that 17:37 there was only a personal evaluation 17:40 based on my own interests and curiosity 17:44 and what I was paying attention to these 17:48 personal interests focused down to three 17:51 things number one whether whether this 17:56 or that action or thought was had been 17:59 particularly surprising in its effects 18:02 even my human personality is drawn to 18:05 odd juxtapositions and unexpected 18:08 effects so it's it's fascinating when 18:11 something leads to something that I had 18:14 never imagined so that was number one 18:16 number two whether this or that event 18:20 thought or belief had been particularly 18:23 creative in its expression did I do or 18:27 think something in a new way leading 18:29 again just something that I had never 18:31 imagined and my third criteria that I 18:35 was evaluating things on was was it fun 18:41 the conventional idea of fun has to do 18:44 with ease laughter joy sunny beaches 18:46 margaritas right my idea of fun was much 18:51 broader than this my definition of fun 18:55 had to do with whether something was 18:57 surprising adventurous whether it pushed 19:02 my boundaries whether it stretched me so 19:05 that I learned or gained more from it 19:08 than I had expected I was interested in 19:12 what I learned how I had expanded my 19:15 creative potential and what the effects 19:18 of that creative potential were on a 19:21 very broad scale 19:22 I also knew I knew so deeply that it was 19:28 assumed that I knew and could actually 19:32 see that thoughts create reality 19:36 attention and intention create 19:39 manifestation as most of you probably 19:41 know and not just in the non-physical 19:46 but here in the physical world because 19:47 this physical world exists within all 19:51 that is the non-physical and the 19:54 physical are one our thoughts don't just 19:59 affect how we view what we experience 20:01 they create the actual physical 20:04 manifestation that we experience as this 20:07 reality our beliefs thoughts and 20:10 imaginations are the creative force of 20:12 the world our thoughts literally create 20:15 individual experiences manifestations 20:18 and the collective reality that we 20:21 participate in even I sometimes go I did 20:28 not create this I did not create this in 20:31 my life 20:32 but and I don't really have time to go 20:35 into this in detail but creating our own 20:37 reality people always have a lot of 20:39 questions about this so I I'm gonna I'm 20:41 gonna say a little bit more about it as 20:43 a whole self would remember the whole 20:48 self has the broader and more complete 20:50 view of things that our human minds do 20:54 our whole self may choose to experience 20:57 something that our human minds are not 21:00 going to be thrilled with this is 21:02 possible 21:04 our human minds littered with cultural 21:08 beliefs judged those experiences I'm 21:12 sick in pain hurt struggling because I'm 21:17 weak I'm a victim of circumstance I'm 21:20 being punished most of us are taught 21:23 that bad things don't happen to good 21:25 people 21:26 this is not true it's based on a narrow 21:31 human perspective that good and bad 21:33 exist hard things happen to everyone the 21:38 fun is in how we handle those things 21:42 it's possible to reframe our perspective 21:46 to look for the value in anything that 21:48 we experience and I'm going to talk 21:51 about that a little bit more later on a 21:54 more day-to-day level of creating our 21:56 realities our conscious Minds co-create 22:00 with our whole selves and others and our 22:05 human culture beliefs can get in the way 22:07 of what we think we want to create so 22:10 say I want to be rich I may strive for 22:13 it I may believe that that's what I 22:15 really want I really do want to be rich 22:17 but if I'm simultaneously holding 22:20 conscious or unconscious beliefs that 22:22 rich people are greedy mean terrible 22:25 people who will never get through the 22:27 eye of that needle into heaven I'm not 22:30 gonna let myself become rich because 22:33 then I would be greedy mean terrible and 22:36 I would never get through the eye of 22:38 that needle into heaven so I call these 22:41 contrary beliefs and we all hold beliefs 22:45 that compete with each other 22:46 qhht people probably really have had a 22:49 lot of experience with that another 22:53 example of how we limit ourselves I may 22:56 say that I want to be rich but I may 22:58 scoff at small amounts of money you know 23:01 about five bucks and yeah 23:04 this is not an invitation to abundance 23:08 gratitude for whatever we already have 23:14 recognizing the value in whatever we 23:17 already have is an invitation to more 23:20 and it's an invitation to something 23:22 better all that is is infinitely 23:25 abundant judgment has no place in our 23:29 creative potential everything we create 23:32 has value the trick is just practice 23:35 learning to look for the gifts in within 23:38 any experience and to be willing to be 23:41 shown the value so that's my Cliff Notes 23:45 version of creating our own reality when 23:50 I was finished sauntering through my 23:52 life to date I blinked back to the 23:53 gathering of Light Beings and we 23:56 discussed in more detail some of the 23:58 things that I had agreed to do for them 23:59 and some of the things that I wanted to 24:01 do for myself as well and then I when we 24:06 were finished discussing these things 24:07 I'd linked to what I call the healing 24:10 environment in this healing environment 24:13 I was with two other beings one of these 24:16 beings was like an old buddy really good 24:19 friend and the other one was almost like 24:23 observing us or learning from us or 24:26 something 24:26 not too involved in what we were doing 24:29 in this environment it was as if we were 24:32 hovering above the scene of the blown-up 24:34 truck and the desert below and it was 24:38 like we were looking down for maybe a 45 24:40 degree angle from about a hundred feet 24:42 up in the air and from this vantage 24:45 point we could we can see the truck we 24:47 could see the desert we could also see 24:49 my body in the truck and we could see 24:52 that body as a physical body and we 24:56 could also see it as a matrix of energy 24:58 or an organization of energy and from 25:02 that energy matrix perspective we began 25:05 to play around with healing my body we 25:09 would do the equivalent of waving a hand 25:11 setting specific injuries in the body 25:13 and as soon as we did that we would see 25:17 a sort of holographic projection of the 25:20 future of how that injured how that set 25:24 of injuries would would shape the future 25:26 and from that perspective of expanded 25:30 awareness 25:30 none of these injuries were dire or 25:34 terrible in fact they were quite funny 25:37 to us from that perspective it was known 25:42 and assumed that the physical experience 25:44 is a temporary creative exploration that 25:50 the real being our whole selves are 25:53 eternal and can't be injured so whatever 25:57 would be experienced within that 25:59 physical body would just be interesting 26:01 and even fun so we were goofing around 26:05 for quite a while setting these injuries 26:07 we would wave a hand and we would sever 26:09 my right hand and we'd follow over 26:11 ourselves laughing turn at this future 26:13 that unfolded me trying to learn to do 26:16 everything with my left hand we would 26:18 wave a hand and the shrapnel that's in 26:21 my head we'd move it back a few inches 26:23 so that I had cognitive difficulties and 26:26 we thought that was hilarious obviously 26:32 these things are not funny once you're 26:34 in the physical body right it is 26:38 absolutely essential to adopt that 26:40 expanded awareness to understand this 26:42 humor it was like planning a movie you 26:47 can't hurt the actors so it doesn't 26:49 matter what horrors you put them through 26:51 it's not real it's just a movie so that 26:56 would be the equivalent to the 26:58 perspective that we had from this 26:59 environment it lets make a good story 27:04 so eventually we did quit fooling around 27:07 and I chose my injuries and I'm gonna 27:11 say that again I chose my injuries I 27:15 chose injuries that I knew would place 27:18 me well for what I had agreed to do for 27:20 this gathering of Light Beings and for 27:23 what I wanted to do myself 27:25 in fact I chose this whole experience I 27:29 crafted it I chose to live in a war zone 27:33 and I chose to be blown up I can still 27:36 vividly call up those holographic images 27:39 that showed the far-reaching effects of 27:43 this incident and the value inherent in 27:46 it and some of that value is not really 27:50 translatable into a physical world mind 27:55 but I know that value is truth now I 27:59 experienced it I chose to experience 28:01 this entire incident for valuable 28:04 reasons and I'm not unique in that 28:08 expanded state of awareness it was 28:10 obvious that we all choose our 28:12 experiences and we create them for 28:15 beautiful and valuable reasons even if 28:18 they don't feel beautiful or valuable 28:20 when we're here within the movie within 28:22 our physical bodies it may often seem a 28:26 stretch from our physical Minds 28:28 perspective to but even things that can 28:31 seem endless and excruciating and 28:33 horrific from within the physical mind 28:36 perspective even those things are known 28:40 from the expanded awareness perspective 28:42 to be ultimately beautiful valuable and 28:46 even fun for our whole selves this 28:50 physical world really is a fabulous 28:52 creation it's it's the equivalent of an 28:56 exciting and adventurous movie that we 28:58 get a hand in creating and then we also 29:01 get to participate in it 29:04 [Music] 29:06 after I had set my injuries I blinked 29:09 again this time to a sort of Twilight 29:12 Zone scene I was standing beside the 29:14 truck but it was as if I were between 29:17 time everything around me was static and 29:21 here I met with nine other beings all of 29:26 them intimately familiar with me and 29:28 some people might call these beings 29:30 guides or guardians I call them 29:32 colleagues or battle buddies none of 29:36 these beings that I encountered in any 29:39 of the environments were authorities 29:40 over me we were each our own authority 29:43 and we were each available to the others 29:46 to be partners in creative exploration 29:50 or to be of assistance to each other so 29:53 these nine battle buddies of mine are 29:55 guides if you prefer assist me with my 29:58 goals they maintain the perspective of 30:01 expanded awareness while I'm focused 30:03 down into a physical body so they're the 30:07 air traffic controller while I'm flying 30:09 the plane they can communicate with me 30:14 in various ways as probably all of you 30:16 know helping me to stay on the track 30:19 that I chose to experience and reminding 30:22 me that there's a broader view that a 30:25 broader perspective than just the 30:27 physical world's current belief systems 30:29 about what's real and I'll give some 30:31 examples of that in a minute meeting 30:35 with them here at the jumping-off point 30:36 we again discuss the things that I had 30:39 agreed to do for the gathering of Light 30:41 Beings and that and the things that I 30:42 wanted to do for myself but when when we 30:45 discuss things when I discuss things 30:48 with the gathering of beings it was like 30:52 we were talking about things from the 30:54 viewpoint of the project manager or the 30:56 architect and now we were talking about 30:59 things from the viewpoint of the guy 31:02 pounding the nails you know we had a 31:05 very acute awareness that some things 31:10 that can look fun and exciting from a 31:13 bandit awareness can seem very long and 31:16 difficult once you're back in the body 31:19 so we talked about some of the ways that 31:21 these nine beings would help me with 31:23 that and when we were finished 31:27 discussing things I think I simply 31:29 blinked back into my body when I pop 31:35 back into my body the truck was still 31:37 rolling down the road I still had head 31:40 on hand eyes were closed I had a flash 31:46 memory of what I had just experienced 31:48 but I immediately put it aside to deal 31:50 with the physical world that I had 31:52 returned to the mess that I had heard to 31:54 I knew without opening my eyes that we 31:58 had been hit with the roadside bomb and 32:00 I knew that it was serious it wasn't 32:03 just scratch scratches all around which 32:05 happens maybe more often than you might 32:07 imagine 32:08 but three of us actually were severely 32:12 injured in this by the blast and the 32:15 guard sitting in front of me was killed 32:17 my injuries aside from a lot of shrapnel 32:21 and cuts 32:22 I had my heel was broken by shrapnel the 32:25 shrapnel was still in it both bones of 32:28 my right forearm were shattered and some 32:30 of the wrist bones were broken all the 32:32 bones on the right side of my face were 32:34 broken and I had some pieces of my skull 32:37 missing from exposing my frontal sinus 32:40 this was this was the best injury for 32:43 jokes because I had a real hole in my 32:45 head 32:47 in the doctors the doctors also listed a 32:51 skull fracture which i think is 32:53 redundant when you have a hole in your 32:55 head but they did it I had shrapnel in 32:59 both eyes and blunt force trauma 33:01 injuries to my right eye that eventually 33:04 led to a retina detachment and that 33:06 retina was totally tattered I didn't 33:11 know any of this when I opened my eyes 33:12 in the truck all I knew was that I 33:14 couldn't see out of my right eye so I 33:17 had my hand up over my eye I didn't even 33:19 notice the wrist thing so I was the only 33:26 one who was conscious after the first 33:27 few moments so after I made I made sure 33:31 that nobody else was bleeding out and I 33:33 did a few other chores in the truck and 33:35 then I sat back in my seat waiting for 33:37 the rest of the team to come and I was 33:40 kind of trying to see out the window but 33:42 it's ballistic glass which is very thick 33:44 and as all cobwebs shattered so it was 33:48 hard to see out that I was kind of 33:50 trying to look out the window and and I 33:52 was thinking about this I wondering 33:55 wondering how bad it was and all of a 33:59 sudden I had a memory of a dream that I 34:01 had had about 20 years earlier in this 34:04 dream I was visiting my grandmother she 34:07 had passed over a couple years before 34:09 and in her physical life she wasn't 34:12 blind 34:13 but in this dream she was blind and she 34:16 was making these beautiful pictures in 34:18 my mind and I said grandma how can you 34:21 make these beautiful pictures in my mind 34:22 when you can't see and as soon as I said 34:25 I went and she said Natalie you don't 34:28 need eyes to see and as soon as I 34:33 thought of this dream I got so excited I 34:38 wondered if I can't see out of that eye 34:41 will that help me see other worlds more 34:45 clearly and I was I was so excited at 34:49 throwing through my whole body I thought 34:52 this is gonna be so cool 34:55 I realize how demented the sound excited 35:01 to be blind in one eye but but this was 35:04 a really powerful moment it was a moment 35:07 completely devoid of fear it was a 35:12 moment I was entirely present in that 35:15 moment and that moment was completely 35:19 informed by curiosity I was focused 35:25 entirely on the excitement of 35:26 experiencing something I had never 35:28 experienced before something new 35:31 something fun a couple weeks later lying 35:38 in my room at Walter Reed Army Medical 35:40 Center I wasn't feeling the thrill 35:42 anymore I was lying there all drugged up 35:46 and unable to move and I was thinking 35:49 you know I really want to be able to see 35:51 out of two eyes I'm an artist I want to 35:53 be able to see so I'm kind of whining to 35:57 myself 35:58 and all of a sudden a thought came into 36:00 my head it doesn't matter it's only for 36:03 40 more years and yeah that's at least 36:08 as demented as getting excited about 36:12 losing sight in one eye right and it 36:15 shocked me out of my sort of drugged 36:17 reverie and I started laughing because 36:20 it just sounded so absurd only 36:26 but I had a sort of split awareness you 36:29 know I was aware of that but I was also 36:31 fully aware and felt the truth of that 36:34 it's only for 40 more years it doesn't 36:38 matter 36:39 [Music] 36:41 moments like these happened all through 36:43 my month as an inpatient at Walter Reed 36:46 and continued throughout the three years 36:49 of my rehab and being an outpatient and 36:53 in fact they still continue to this day 36:56 and I understand these moments as truth 36:59 has expanded awareness my whole self 37:03 finding a way through my belief littered 37:06 conscious human mind to wake me back up 37:10 these moments are the foundation of my 37:14 experience of being blown up the 37:17 Buddhists have a saying pain is 37:20 inevitable suffering is optional I'm not 37:25 a victim of anything or anyone knowing 37:28 that I crafted this experience for 37:31 valuable reasons and that I chose my 37:34 injuries I chose them for valuable 37:38 creative reasons toward shaping my 37:40 future physical world experiences 37:42 suffering becomes impossible knowing 37:47 that I am more than my physical body and 37:49 knowing that I am the creative force in 37:52 my exploration in this life every single 37:55 experience has the potential to be 37:58 interesting and fun I don't always 38:01 remember this but the choice to practice 38:05 being willing to be open to that 38:08 perspective that choice is always 38:10 available expanded perspectives may 38:15 sometimes seem pretty difficult or even 38:17 impossible to in this physical world but 38:20 I believe that they do have physical 38:22 world applications they can inform and 38:24 transform the way that we live knowing 38:28 that we're more than our physical bodies 38:30 has the potential to help us navigate 38:32 this physical world differently 38:35 we've been taught or tend to believe in 38:37 here and there we make a distinction 38:41 between the spiritual world and the 38:43 physical world but for me those lines 38:46 are artificial the here is part of the 38:49 there we are always more than our 38:53 physical bodies we are non-physical 38:56 beings having a physical experience and 38:59 when we practice being aware of that 39:01 simple fact if we tell ourselves that 39:04 over and over during the course of a day 39:06 for instance we remind ourselves of the 39:09 truth I am a physical I'm a non-physical 39:13 being having a physical adventure and 39:17 reminding ourselves of this truth we can 39:20 begin to own who and what we really are 39:23 and what we're capable of 39:25 we change our perspective of what we're 39:28 experiencing and when we change the 39:31 perspective we have the capacity and 39:34 potential to appreciate and value 39:36 absolutely any experience that we have 39:39 any experience that we have created or 39:42 co-created we can take responsibility 39:47 for ourselves and our own creative 39:49 potential 39:51 we each belong here and there because 39:54 it's all here 39:55 we are connected supporting enhancing 39:58 and extending each other's creative 40:00 potential and beauty we are each 40:03 intrinsically valuable and we create our 40:07 own reality individually and 40:09 collectively in a beautiful symphony 40:12 through the power of thought imagination 40:15 and belief my NDE didn't change me into 40:21 a human idea of perfect 40:23 I still get cranky and mouthy and 40:25 impatient and obviously terrified 40:29 I'm lazy I can be really scatterbrained 40:32 but within or beneath my emotions or 40:35 thoughts is an underlying joy of being 40:38 and what I think is Universal about 40:41 experiencing expanded states of 40:43 consciousness is touching that 40:46 fundamental joy remembering that thrill 40:51 of being just being the joy of 40:54 expressing and exploring our own 40:56 creative potential and the intimate 40:59 connection that each consciousness has 41:01 with every other consciousness I am NOT 41:05 this body 41:06 I am NOT these emotions I am NOT these 41:11 thoughts I am an infinite non-physical 41:14 being having a physical adventure 41:17 through this body through these emotions 41:21 and through these thoughts I believe 41:25 that we each choose to experience our 41:27 lives as they are while continuing to 41:32 learn create and change from this 41:34 present moment always in some way 41:38 enhancing us as whole beings as well as 41:41 enhancing each other's experiences here 41:44 in the physical world maybe most often 41:47 unconsciously 41:48 but always with each other's consent and 41:53 I believe in the profound value and 41:55 freedom of taking personal 41:57 responsibility for everything that I 41:59 create and experience in this life I 42:03 also believe in my own ineptitude and 42:06 confusion within that creation while 42:09 simultaneously being perfectly and 42:11 profoundly at peace 42:16 I don't think everyone's experiences 42:18 have to correspond with each other's the 42:21 all-that-is is infinite as creative 42:24 beings why would we limit ourselves to 42:26 just a few ways of doing things a few 42:29 ways of shaping things into what we 42:33 believe is wholly 42:35 everyone I believe is in exactly the 42:39 right place at exactly the right time 42:41 doing exactly the right thing in this 42:44 moment we create our cooperative 42:48 experiencial future together if we want 42:53 to change our personal lives or the 42:55 world we have the potential to do that 42:58 to create something new by beginning to 43:01 imagine something different from that 43:05 moment we begin to make new choices and 43:08 to change our manifestations I believe 43:14 that people have the capacity to figure 43:16 out how to live together even if we 43:18 disagree I believe that we have the 43:21 capacity to share even when resources 43:23 are scarce and I believe that we have 43:26 the capacity to handle our own fears 43:29 without taking them out on one another 43:31 if we individually acted from that 43:36 understanding of who we really are what 43:38 would the world be like I used to 43:41 believe that one person's efforts 43:43 couldn't make a difference in anything 43:45 big like war or racism or poverty now I 43:50 know that each and every consciousness 43:52 makes a valuable contribution to this 43:56 world and beyond no matter how 43:58 insignificant or screwed up that person 44:00 might seem from within our beliefs of 44:03 structures one person changes themselves 44:07 and the world just by imagining in this 44:11 moment a more harmonious possibility 44:16 cute 44:16 [Music] 44:17 [Applause] 44:30 [Music] 44:30 [Applause] 44:31 [Music] 44:38 thank you thank you very much I'm happy 44:47 to take questions if people have 44:49 questions about anything the blood and 44:53 guts or whatever it doesn't matter yep 45:00 view did you have to feel what you had 45:06 done to another person their emotion 45:08 because I had read something like that 45:10 no I didn't did everyone hear the 45:13 question the question was when I went 45:16 through my life review did I have to 45:19 experience everything that someone else 45:21 experienced so if I did something mean 45:23 did I have to experience what that other 45:25 person experienced no that was my choice 45:28 whether I wanted to do that or not 45:30 whether it was of interest to me whether 45:33 I thought it would be of use to me or 45:35 not I would like to ask you to share 45:48 your point of view about what you know 45:52 the energy is about energies that we 45:54 think are Energy Star comes in all the 45:57 software in the world about energies why 46:00 you know like people countries 46:05 activities that are causing the 46:07 suffering you know the words the the 46:10 suffering on people if you can share how 46:14 you see those how I see the energies of 46:16 suffering of people I mean sort of the 46:19 broad flows of energies you mean that 46:22 shape some of that herbal so maybe I'm 46:24 not being clear more you know the people 46:27 that are causing is hoping other to 46:30 other people oh people that are causing 46:32 the suffering yes you know what's the 46:35 role or how you how you perceived them 46:37 oh how they give me an opportunity to 46:42 practice compassion to deepen my 46:45 understanding of of compassion they give 46:49 me an opportunity to rise above myself 46:52 to rise above my my beliefs my human 46:56 beliefs they're bad very bad evil I get 47:02 a chance to quit pointing the finger and 47:05 say to myself what am i capable of in 47:09 this situation 47:10 I heard not too long ago I heard the 47:13 Dalai Lama talk about or someone told me 47:17 about this somebody asked the Dalai Lama 47:20 what was the scariest thing about being 47:22 in prison for twenty or thirty years 47:25 however long he was imprisoned and he 47:27 said the most frightening thing was was 47:31 the possibility that I might lose my 47:34 compassion you know it we're very good 47:39 at oh that person is evil we're pointing 47:42 the finger well that person is giving us 47:44 an opportunity to stand to rise above 47:47 our own limitations and to really 47:51 experience a level of compassion that 47:54 most of us have never experienced I 47:59 [Applause] 48:01 wanted to know if all these things you 48:03 believe now did you believe them before 48:06 you were blown up were you as conscious 48:08 before that that as you are now since I 48:13 was a kid I've had I've seen spirits and 48:17 worked with energies and I've done 48:19 readings beforehand what this did I say 48:23 that this was not a revolutionary 48:25 experience for me it was evolutionary so 48:29 it deepened my my awareness of some 48:32 things it sort of opened my my mind to a 48:36 few other things and it gave me it 48:40 certainly gave me a lot more confidence 48:42 in what I what I was pretty sure had to 48:46 be right you know I just feel that it's 48:48 right but you know how we all kind of 48:50 doubt ourselves and after this that 48:53 doubt is pretty much squelched mm-hmm 49:00 do you have continuing pain or 49:03 disability as the result of the 49:05 explosion and if so is that something 49:07 you consciously chose I don't have thank 49:13 goodness any lingering pain 49:17 some of my I can't I don't bend as well 49:22 as I used to my right arm and this my 49:27 right eye they they reattached this 49:31 retina but it was like I said it was 49:33 very tattered up and there was so much 49:37 trauma to that eye they ended up taking 49:40 the lens out of it 49:41 and when this area of my face was blown 49:44 out some of the muscles were also 49:47 destroyed so I there's no lens in this 49:51 eye but there is a retina I kind of see 49:54 blurry and because there was muscle 49:56 damage it's it's tilted and doesn't 50:01 track with the other eye and there was a 50:03 little bit of damage to the optic nerve 50:05 so it doesn't see as much light so I see 50:07 double but I see like clearly and 50:11 another shadow kind of double vision 50:13 with that otherwise I didn't keep any of 50:19 the lingering pain thank you me Natalie 50:27 oh man thank you so much - do you have 50:31 any idea of what that that place on the 50:36 stage with all the thousands of beings 50:38 what that experience might be like for 50:41 someone who left the physical via 50:43 suicide well 50:51 interesting question I don't assume that 50:56 everyone goes to a stage like that first 50:59 of all and I don't assume that what I 51:03 remember the way I remember it is the 51:06 way it truly is I assume that the way I 51:10 remember it is a translation that my 51:14 human mind makes in order to make this 51:17 comprehensible because I can go back and 51:20 have gone back to the scene and I can 51:23 change everything about it except the 51:27 communication and the feeling of being 51:30 there I can turn all those beings that 51:34 appear to me as white light and in robes 51:36 into monsters I can turn them into 51:39 colors I can turn them into smells I can 51:42 I've heard them as sounds I have 51:45 perceived them as separate from me and I 51:47 have perceived them as me they are 51:51 aspects of me so as that would that's 51:58 sort of I think that I think of that as 52:02 a translated experience it translated 52:06 into a language a visual language and a 52:09 and a conceptual language that my are 52:13 human minds except I don't assume that 52:16 everyone has this same experience and I 52:21 don't in my experience in my 52:24 explorations I have never found as 52:28 someone who committed suicide that that 52:31 does that has had some kind of I've 52:35 never experienced that they have had 52:41 anything different happen than anyone 52:45 else I mean a lot of times to me when I 52:48 look at a suicide it's a choice and it's 52:53 a valid choice if that's what you choose 52:56 to do you know like I said it's all 53:00 respected there is value in that 53:02 somewhere for that person and for 53:05 everyone else around them so you know 53:07 some of them some people whether they're 53:10 suicides or not I've had other people 53:12 say I know I've been to a place like 53:16 that gathering I recognize that and I 53:19 say how cool I don't think it matters 53:23 whether someone's a suicide or or if 53:26 they died of natural causes I think that 53:30 we each choose you know like I said the 53:33 universe all that is is all that is it's 53:37 infinitely creative and it's infinite I 53:40 mean we can't really even wrap our minds 53:43 around the idea of infinity but to me 53:45 infinity has to include infinite 53:48 creativity so it's not only infinite 53:52 it's infinitely infinite constantly 53:55 expanding and why would we all choose to 53:58 go to the same place when we leave these 54:00 bodies how do you absurd to me but did 54:05 that answer your question 54:09 oh sorry we've got someone here first 54:14 okay thanks 54:16 Natalie I would first just like to thank 54:18 you your perspective has changed how I 54:21 look at everything and I believe you are 54:23 a brilliant speaker so you're not you do 54:26 Jerry picture 54:27 [Applause] 54:31 thank you you're welcome my question is 54:35 when you came out of the experience did 54:39 you have that broad understanding of the 54:43 blinks and all that right away or did 54:45 that come in waves or pieces or did how 54:48 was that experience for you I didn't 54:53 think about it right away when I was an 54:55 inpatient well to read very drugged up I 55:00 at first I kept going over the sort of 55:04 physical world part of the experience 55:06 over and over thinking I want to 55:09 remember this as it is we we we very 55:15 often alter our memories a little bit to 55:20 make it a little bit more comfortable or 55:22 a little bit more dramatic or something 55:24 and for some reason I just had this urge 55:26 I felt I have to remember this exactly 55:29 how it happened I don't want to mix 55:31 things up and I don't want to I don't 55:33 want to add flourishes so I kept going 55:35 over and over it in my mind until I sort 55:37 of had it memorized and when I got out 55:41 of the hospital I actually wanted to 55:45 write a book about working and living in 55:47 Iraq in a war zone because it was 55:49 fascinating but so when I got out of the 55:54 hospital and I was still couldn't move 55:55 around very much I cast on everything 55:59 and dragging myself around the house 56:01 with one arm one leg I I got when I 56:08 could finally get my computer out I 56:09 wrote down that part of the story and as 56:12 soon as I did that I thought oh this is 56:15 really funny because inside this is 56:19 something else because remember when you 56:22 first popped into your body you had that 56:24 flash and so I thought okay I'm gonna 56:28 I'm gonna open up that flash and I just 56:31 did a little you know I'm ready so I'm 56:36 gonna try this so any help you can give 56:38 me in a boom I mean it came back just 56:40 more vividly 56:42 than than any of the other memories and 56:44 it came back whole and then I had to 56:47 kind of I would start to write it and it 56:49 didn't make sense to me at first I mean 56:52 it didn't make sense to me in a way that 56:55 I could write it down because it wasn't 56:58 linear you know I tell the story as if 57:00 it's linear but but it doesn't happen in 57:03 a linear way and so I had to sort of I 57:07 had to I had to make sense of it 57:11 I had to unpack it download it and then 57:13 unpack it in a way that would make sense 57:16 not only to me but to other people so I 57:20 didn't come all at once or it came all 57:24 at once and then I had to kind of back 57:25 up and and sort of put it into a 57:30 storyline that would make sense if that 57:35 makes sense 57:38 Thanks yes thank you so much for sharing 57:42 your story thank you as well now can you 57:45 please help me understand this a little 57:46 bit from my point of view what I see is 57:50 we choose the life then and probably the 57:54 length of it and how events will unfold 57:56 therefore even they the incident was 58:00 already something you've chosen and 58:02 planned I believe right because 58:06 everything after that again it continues 58:07 with your choices which when you chose 58:10 to go back and then continue with your 58:13 journey because I wonder if it was all 58:15 planned way before even including you 58:19 coming to the place of choosing again or 58:22 is it that we go through life and then 58:24 make different choices and then choose 58:27 different things well I think that we 58:29 all I mean there's a lot of ways to do 58:32 it I can say that when I've looked at 58:34 this I'm an artist and I like to create 58:39 as I go so when I've when I 58:45 and looked at this for myself I choose 58:49 okay here's the broad outline and within 58:54 that I give myself a lot of leeway to 58:57 create as I go and I also know that I 59:04 gave myself a bunch of exit points or 59:07 what I call exit points and I passed by 59:10 about five or six of them before I took 59:12 this one and then you know that it's 59:18 sort of that broad outline that I 59:21 created before I took on this particular 59:24 body and this particular personality 59:27 that broad outline is is still there I'm 59:31 still kind of working under that 59:33 umbrella and it's a very very loose 59:36 umbrella in my case so that I still have 59:39 a lot of I've still given myself a lot 59:42 of leeway to co-create with other people 59:45 with other beings with myself and 59:49 [Music] 59:50 [Applause] 59:54 [Music] 59:59 you should never have any aches pain 60:02 symptoms of any kind because the human 60:07 body is a miraculous machine that has 60:10 been created to heal itself and take 60:14 care of itself if we don't interfere if 60:18 the human mind is powerful enough to 60:20 make yourself sick it's also powerful 60:23 enough to heal you you just got to find 60:27 out why did you do this to yourself 60:31 but I have seen human bodies be put back 60:34 together 60:35 totally and I've seen where they were 60:38 going to have surgery and they wouldn't 60:39 have to have surgery there's no pain 60:42 associated with anything they do it's 60:44 all done with energy the white light 60:47 energy like electrical currents this is 60:51 where I get my my happiness and 60:54 satisfaction I'm teaching this 60:57 discovering it and teaching it and 61:00 wanting the world to know how powerful 61:03 your mind is some of the varied 61:07 backgrounds of the 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Fri Oct 13, 2017 10:40 am
Dex
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Re: Welcome to the The Golden Thread, Volume 7.1 2017/2018
Illegal Military Research and Development in Antarctica
The U.S. military industrial complex has been conducting military research and development in Antarctica that grossly violates the 1961 Antarctic Treaty, according to secret space program insider Corey Goode. In previous updates he has described his two visits to Antarctica and the secret excavations occurring with an ancient civilization buried under the ice sheets.
Recently, scientists have confirmed the existence of networks of thermally heated caverns under the West Antarctic ice sheets and have speculated on the kind of life that could be supported there. These scientific announcements help corroborate Corey’s claims of extensive underground facilities that contain space ports, and are conducting military research and development there.
In this latest series of questions and answers, Corey describes the history of these Antarctica Treaty violations and how it began with a merging of the US military industrial complex with a German secret space program established in Antarctica during WWII.
Significantly, he refers for the first time to secret space ports and elite facilities built in Argentina and Brazil, which were first established as part of the German space program. These are now part of a corporate run space program he describes as the Interplanetary Corporate Conglomerate (ICC).
Most disturbing is Corey’s reference to the human rights abuses occurring in Antarctica under the illegal military research and development there by the U.S. military industrial complex, which is controlled by the ICC. He identifies Argentina and Mexico as additional locations where such abuses are occurring.
Key
MS – Michael Salla
CG – Corey Goode
Questions for Corey Goode on Antarctica
MS – You say that Project Iceworm was a means for the US military to secretly place weapons systems in Antarctica. Were nuclear weapons included among the weapons eventually taken to Antarctica?
CG – Project Iceworm was originally developed to house ICBM bases in strategic regions across the Arctic and Antarctic. This project was also coopted to build research and development bases in the Antarctic for both military and military industrial complex entities to utilize for the development of highly unethical and illegal operations.
Nuclear weapons were indeed installed in these polar missile siloes. A number of ICBM’s that are currently deployed do not have nuclear warheads but do have kinetic weapons similar to the Rods from God. Each warhead carries up to 3 kinetic projectiles.
MS – What was the relationship between the US military and the German secret space program hidden under the Antarctic ice shelf after Project Iceworm? Was it collaboration or competition as a result of secret agreements reached with the Eisenhower Administration by the German SSP/Dark Fleet?
CG – The original German Secret Space Program was mostly cannibalized into the ICC and the MIC SSP. Remnants of the original German Secret Space Program are associated with the Dark Fleet who is mostly stationed outside our solar system and works closely with the Draco. The merging of the German Program with American Programs occurred almost immediately. The MIC SSP and groups that later became the ICC only began to build bases in Antarctica in earnest after the 1952 treaty that was signed between the US and the German Break Away Group.
MS – The Antarctic Treaty that came into effect in 1961 commits signatory nations to peaceful and scientific activities in Antarctica. In what ways is the Treaty being currently violated?
CG – Yes, this is one of the reasons I have been heavily leaned on to stop talking about the R&D Bases down there. I was told to focus on the ancient civilization that was located under the ice as well as the environments I encountered within the ice caverns that were created by geothermic energy.
As I was getting these warnings we began to see new information coming in about Antarctica that would give fertile ground to anyone who wanted to talk about finding unexpected things under the ice on this remote continent. We soon saw an announcement in the news about a University discovering unexpected ecosystems under the ice within these Ice Caverns. They mention that the temperatures in these ice caverns reach over 20 degrees Celsius allowing people to be comfortable in only tee-shirts.
I had also discussed that geothermic vents created giant ice caverns that often led up to holes on the surface that were natural heat vents. This to popped up in the news recently (also here)
We have also reported on excavations that are going on under the ice via steam and explosives that is destabilizing the major ice shelf in the region. I would expect that with the noted increase in geothermic activity along with the continued excavation beneath the ice, we will see more cracks and large sections of ice breaking off into the ocean.
MS -You have said that in 2016 you were given an aerial tour of up to six of Antarctica’s secret industrial facilities. Which of these are space ports used for the Dark Fleet and/or Interplanetary Corporate Conglomerate?
CG – I believe the major bases and under ice ports I saw were now mostly in control of the ICC who through its many tentacles controls other programs such as MIC SSP.
Six industrial facilities pointed out to Corey Goode during his 2016 trip to Antarctica
MS – Are there Dark Fleet/ICC space ports in Argentina?
CG – Yes, I’m told there are minor space ports in Argentina and Brazil. I was told of one other location in South America that I cannot recall.
MS -What role does the town of Bariloche (which Presidents Eisenhower, Clinton and Obama have visited) play in the Dark Fleet/ICC program out of Argentina?
CG – I’m told that major meetings between various secret societies (Black Sun etc) and Nazi leaders have occurred there since the 1950’s. High level meetings are said to be held there to this day. I don’t have any other information than that.
MS -You have said that what is happening in Antarctica far exceeds alleged abuses at the secret Dulce underground base in New Mexico. What human rights violations and experiments are occurring at secret Antarctic bases?
CG – Yes, These R&D Bases do Nuclear, Biological and Radiation Experiments on Humans. There are a number of human cloning operations going on in these and other bases.
MS -Are such abuses also happening at the Argentina space port facilities?
CG – Absolutely, but to a much lesser degree. Similar bases have been reported in Mexico’s “zone of silence” area.
MS -What do you know about an elite bunker in Brazil and an underground network that extends north to the US and south to Antarctica?
CG – It was supposed to be a next generation bunker. Many of the previous bunkers had been compromised by the development of exotic weapons systems by the enemies of these Elite. This new bunker was to be extremely sophisticated and house many of the “True Elites”, not the figure head Elites we would be familiar with currently.
This base came to my attention originally in a report over a year ago that stated that supplies were being moved into this bunker at an alarming rate. About a year later I heard that these Elite were beginning to move their family members and personal possessions into this bunker.
During this time entire families would disappear from their homes. Relatives would file missing persons reports stating that the family had disappeared without a trace. When investigated it appeared that moving trucks had pulled up and loaded very quickly according to testimony from baffled neighbors.
Many of these families ended up in this and similar facilities. This all seems to be a part of a build up to something very big occurring on the surface of the Earth.
MS -What do you know of other NATO countries discoveries in Antarctica?
CG – Other NATO countries have made interesting discoveries. I am receiving information from NATO sources that a number of countries have not only made similar discoveries under the ice in Antarctica, but many of these countries are also conducting similar R&D in the region.
MS -What is the latest you have heard about the secret excavations in Antarctica of the buried Pre-Adamite civilization, and the Pre-Adamites still alive in stasis chambers in their mothership?
CG – I have not been briefed on the current status of the stasis chamber beings. I have received a few briefings on what was found under the ice. I reported most of that information in an online report as well as on Cosmic Disclosure.
_________________ Extraterrestrial's said to Alex..."The love that you withhold is the pain that you carry lifetime after lifetime".
Sat Oct 14, 2017 10:19 am
mountaintiger7
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Speaking of which any one watch the tom delong "to the stars"
Obvious scam to get money and throw leafs around real disclosure, but there is something else there why have cia/dod retire people in the know attached to tom's project.
Something else is going on, they mention creating a mobile application to report occurrences of seeing our ET brothers.
Sounds like they want us to report/spy upon our ET brothers.
Could the game have changed and they are no longer in control of our sky, ("as if", have some humility and respect for the One Universal Creator of all)
I feel greatly disrespected by the Academy of Art's and Science, since we have had Star trek for decades and we know about zero point energy and anti gravity for as long.
To the stars is not even partial disclosure it is an injustice to HUMANITY!
And to add insult to injury, to the stars wants HUMANITY to pay yet again for privilege of having the information and technology that we have all ready paid for with our taxes!
This planet is out of control and the status quo needs to go.
FREE HUMANITY NOW.
MT7
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Sat Oct 14, 2017 10:26 am
Dex
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Re: Welcome to the The Golden Thread, Volume 7.1 2017/2018
I'm surprised MT7..That's exactly what ran through my mind after listening to their presentation.
_________________ Extraterrestrial's said to Alex..."The love that you withhold is the pain that you carry lifetime after lifetime".
Sat Oct 14, 2017 3:43 pm
Dex
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Re: Welcome to the The Golden Thread, Volume 7.1 2017/2018
Las Vegas Witness Who Identified Multiple Shooters, Found Dead
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Sun Oct 15, 2017 8:32 am
recall15
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Re: Welcome to the The Golden Thread, Volume 7.1 2017/2018
Dondep wrote:
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else: Via: Zetatalk hat for October 31, 2017 (1)
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Accepted via email from several persons:
Mike Brown the astronomer the Prong 1 Planet 9 guy just twitted Nibiru is a silly consipracy. Sigh. Is the cover-up actually winning? So sad. [and from another] Just want to share with you the link below. NASA is admitting the existence of Planet Nine (planet X - Nibiru). Like derrr! I gather they are nearing an announcement and don't want to be seen as not knowing. [and from another] JPL makes a comment in their posting that seems to be admitting to (the discussion of) Nibiru. [and from another] http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/ ... -says-Pl... The space agency highlights five different lines of evidence pointing to the existence of the mysterious world, and says that imagining that Planet Nine does not exist generates more problems than you solve. [and from another] https://www.jpl.nasa.gov/news/news.php?release=2017-259 If a planet is there, it's extremely distant and will stay that way (with no chance - in case you're wondering - of ever colliding with Earth, or bringing "days of darkness"). [and from another] https://www.thesun.co.uk/news/4636435/p ... ead-cons... Dr Robert Harrington, a top astronomer at the US Naval Observatory, had only just revealed his findings when he suddenly died in 1993.
NASA is coming to the party late, but hoping that the public, and the friendly media, do not note this. Since this is scarce cover for the naked truth, an alternative explanation is being floated by the media – a cover-up has been in place all along. This the public will believe. Seeing that assassinations have occurred, those at NASA standing in front of the mics and making firm denials might be forgiven, or so they hope. Thus as the truth about Nibiru emerges - the obvious body standing Earth side just within the orbit of Venus and accompanied by a vast debris and moon ridden tail – expect talk in the media about cover-up assassinations to likewise increase. EOZT
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